when autumn comes it doesn't ask

i didn't mean to quit blogging for so long... buuuuut i should be back now. life has been so crazzzzy but definitely the best month i have experienced in a long long while :) !! i arrived at school just over a week ago & every day i have been gone from around 630 am til around 9 pm. although it has been intense i have enjoyed this week more than all of last year combined! so many different dynamics going on. although i am super happy & having way too much fun it doesnt bring any sort of fulfillment to my heart. i don't feel complete by my friends or accomplishments or hobbies or responsibilities or anything in between. I just want to hear the voice of my Father through out everything - even the most chaotic weeks - & know what He is thinking. I love the amplified versions "definition" of the word ABIDE: vitally united with. My vitality is in the fact that I am united with the living God!!!!!